21 hours and 42 minutes until thesis deadline

21 hours and 42 minutes until thesis deadline

okay, you know what, I’m not ashamed, I have been obsessively playing the first three songs on YouTube’s “Find You” mix (Find You, Stay the Night, and Clarity, all by Zedd) for the last… I don’t know, a lot of days. but like, first off, piano + electronica + pop just kinda does it for me? it’s very calming. whatever. but also!! the videos!! are entirely gorgeous!! and I could watch them for years!! I don’t know that I have ever been so invested in music videos. obviously, obviously, very into the lady-lady romance in Find You, OBVIOUSLY. and also the editing/effects are just top-notch imo. but like, look at this video! look at the choreography! look how they turn in perfect time with the music, look how their motions and the camera’s motions and the lighting and editing and the music all mesh to create this beautiful and impeccably timed piece of fucking ART!!! look at the story and the emotion in the way the dancers/lovers move through space, how they echo each other, look at the way they look at each other, look away, the way they fall!! look at the way time and space and self are blurred through the screen, through the props, through the dance!! look at the color and the light, how it kaleidoscopes, alternately blinding and shadowing! it makes me feel like I’m underwater. it looks like memory.

anyway. I should sleep I guess. idk. Zedd’s videos are things of beauty the end.

liquorinthefront:

markatch:

Saturday morning cartoons
By Cameron

literally me

today my straight dude friend caught me checking out a girl and was so pleased that he laughed for like five minutes

eveningoutwithyourgirlfriend:

this will forever be my favorite tweet of all time

eveningoutwithyourgirlfriend:

this will forever be my favorite tweet of all time

(via manicpixied)

paxromonica and I are Sokka and Zuko and if you disagree we will fight you (with boomerang and fire)

herstrionics:

saydeeeee:

April 6: Niall is seen here having a kick about on the pitch with West Ham United’s Kevin Nolan and Mark Noble after watching the match between West Ham United and Liverpool in The Premier League. [HQs]

MY HEART JUST SHAT ITSELF

HOW MANY TIMES MUST I LOUDLY EXPRESS MY DESIRE TO MARRY THIS SKINNY-LEGGED HOTASS NERD BEFORE THE UNIVERSE GETS THE GODDAMN HINT?!?!

reblogging this for nicearmsnicerheart to view upon her return to tumblr!!!!!!

(Source: fuckyeahzourry)

Anonymous asked: "Sometimes I wish I could scrub off the memories with bleach, Other times I let them soak into my skin. I wrote a book about all the reasons I loved you once. I wish I could find it. Whether to give it to you, Or burn it I don't know." Thoughts,

lora-mathis:

Ouch. You and I are very similar. I wrote something like you: “I want to burn all of the skin that you touched, want to torch my insides so that your scent will no longer be there…If forgetting you meant ridding myself of everything you touched, I’d chop off the ears still warm from your breath and sandpaper the small of my back that but I know that even then, I would still have you in my head.”

Your words made me ache. 

(Source: englishsnow, via saydeeeee)

"The rape joke is that you were eight.
The rape joke is that at the time,
you didn’t know people had sex to express love.
The rape joke is that the only other person
who’d seen you naked was your mom.
The rape joke is that he called you ‘beautiful’ first.
The rape joke is that he held your hands together
and told you to ‘try harder’ when you struggled.
The rape joke is that you believed him
when he told you were overreacting.
The rape joke is that your grandma
called him a nice boy and asked him to stay for dinner.
The rape joke is that he winked at you
when you apologized to your parents for not coming
downstairs the first time you were called.
The rape joke is that his friends
high-fived him for “getting some.”
The rape joke is that you still don’t feel like
you’ve regrown the pieces he stole.
The rape joke is that he was conceived when his
dad slapped himself into his snoring mother.
The rape joke is that her friends told her
she was lucky someone wanted her.
The rape joke is that each year in the United States,
32,000 other women’s bellies
ripen with life against their will.
The rape joke is that he never learned
to touch without scarring.
The rape joke is that your classmate thinks
‘have you seen what asses look like in yoga pants?’
is an argument.
The rape joke is your new boyfriend kissing
you and telling you he ‘raped’ his math test.
The rape joke is that ‘Why are girls so scared of rape? Y’all should feel pride that a guy risked his life in jail just to fuck you’
is a popular Tweet right now.
The rape joke is that you wake up to
the memory of him laughing,
“now that wasn’t so bad, was it?”
The rape joke is that it’s been twelve years and
you still quiver when someone touches you.
The rape joke is that he hasn’t stopped laughing.
The rape joke is that you forgot how to."

The Rape Joke | Lora Mathis
Inspired by this. (via lora-mathis)